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Protsko Sergiy
I was born in Kyiv, but mostly lived my life in Vishgorod.
I am 28 years old. From my early childhood I didn’t see or
didn’t feel any love. My mother and older brother were alcoholics,
about my father I don’t remember. Soon I found myself on the
streets where I found friends and for the first time tried
alcohol. As I was growing up, another problem started letting
know about itself. It was the after-effect of my parents’
heavy drinking. Spine deformation was found in me and a hunk
started forming. To me it was a huge internal trauma. I started
sinking my grief in vodka. Soon, I was in deep dipsomania.
Understanding that I was thrown out to the scrap-heap of life,
made me drink more and more. Thoughts about suicide came more
often, but God had mercy to me even when I rejected Him with
sedulity. The insistent knocking at my door made me open and
let Jesus into my heart. He granted me complete freedom. My
life changed pivotally; my eyes and ears opened. I understood
how wonderful and great my Father is. I want to devote my
whole life to Him. Right now I’m getting ready to accede in
covenant with God and promise to serve Him good conscience.
What I received in God will never by exchanged for anything.
Nazarenko Demyan
I was raised in a family without a father, but everybody tried
to give me a good upbringing. I attended different sport clubs,
I was physically fit, graduated high school and a technical
school. But spiritual satisfaction and happiness of the life
I lived were absent. Trying to seek these things I started
participating in theft, robberies, lechery, drinking alcohol,
using drugs and I’ve been doing these things from 15 to 22
years of age. When I was 19 years old I committed a big crime
with my friends and I was sentenced to 5 years of jail time.
For all that I didn’t feel any regret, neither did I have
any desire to change myself, but a search for happiness and
satisfaction still continued. During my jail time I did not
change and was not planning to change my sinful life. There
I met Christian people that believed in Jesus Christ. They
told me about the love of God, but at the beginning I didn’t
want to accept anything, because I thought that I lived my
life the right way. Though observing the life of Christians
I started thinking that I am looking for friends like them
and a life they have, but my pride didn’t let me step ahead
and do something. I had a desire to read New Testament after
I’ve served 3,6 years in jail, and that’s when everything
started to change. Word of God told me who I am, what’s the
end of my sinful life, and that I can have a salvation through
Jesus Christ. I started attending a church in this jail and
in 2002 I gave my life to Jesus Christ. God gave me freedom,
new hope, and a new family. Now I am serving my savior Jesus
Christ.
Necheporuk Yuriy
I was born in Kyiv, in the year of 1976, in a normal family.
My family was religious, but God wasn’t a part of it. My parents
tried to extrude happiness from money, but they were not successful.
Yet, my brother and I were growing up. I had an understanding
that my life and my well being all depended on money. After
I graduated school and secondary school, I ended up on the
street and started communicating with people similar to me.
I was involved in robberies, theft, and soon enough I was
in jail. I understood that I needed to stop, but I couldn’t.
But hallelujah, Jesus made it possible. His love accomplished
this. How did this happen? For the time I turned out in jail,
I got sick of my life in which didn’t have any meaning. I
thought that in jail I will learn how to live a normal life,
but as it turned out, there weren’t any people that knew how
to live it, so I couldn’t learn. Fortunately, it turned out
that there actually were people that knew how to live, these
were Christian people. When I saw these people, I could tell
that they are not living as the rest of this world. I saw
and heard the Gospel from them. I was invited to visit a church
and I enjoyed my first visit. Third time I was there, I repented
my sins, realized that I was a sinful being, and invited Jesus
into my life. From that moment, Jesus is my Savior. There
I learned in faith about the baptism of the Holy Spirit and
now I am baptized in the Holy Spirit.
Golovinov Alex
My childhood and youth were spent in the warmth of my family,
under grandmother’s stories for the night and mom’s chatter
in the mornings when she set me off to school… Alex grew and
from flourishing in studies and hopeful student of Soviet
high school, he very soon turned into an egoistic uncontrollable
underage criminal. The first time my younger brother and I
were tried in seventh grade for robbing a store. Because I
was a minor, I was not sent to the boy’s colony, instead I
was on probation under parents’ responsibility. Soon I found
out that my father is an experienced drug-addict that has
ties with the criminal world and a previously convicted person
that is acquainted with the concept of this world. Since then,
my gaze was fastened on the criminal environment and just
because of mom I kept going to school and institutes but my
heart already desired easy money, night clubs, and entertainment.
There were moments when someone unseen knocked at my heart
and bright thoughts came to my blurry mind, but I dismissed
them like something unnatural to me. I accounted it as depression.
Years went by. I was already 20 years old. I didn’t finish
any of my institute studies, didn’t work anywhere, didn’t
become happy, didn’t help my family, didn’t get married or
divorced, in one word I didn’t achieve anything worthy in
my life, but I could not stop, I didn’t know how to live in
any other way. The formula of my life – lie, steal, slack
off. Even the probation boundaries didn’t stop me, I started
believing that will never be sent to jail or seriously punished...
“For whatever a man sows, that he will also reap…” Soon I
was convicted and for three years freedom was taken away from
me. In the closed cycle: “the plan”, drinking, discotheque,
girls, crimes, there formed a vacuum. In SIZO I turned to
God sincerely for the first time. Yet my motive was to set
myself free no matter what. Time went by, I understood that
I will have to serve my whole term and here my search for
God ended. But God never stopped searching for me. There were
different situations: testimonies of Christians, communications,
grief, losing money in gambling, beating up, depression, lie,
betrayal, and hypocrisy. It was worth going through all this
in order to see God’s great mercy and kindness. Most likely,
there was no other way for me to come to God. While watching
a film “Jesus” at the jail, I repented and gave my life to
God. I was given nine more months for being Christian. There
I received Holy Spirit. Praise the Lord! Right now, I am a
member of a local church. I take part in the rehabilitation
service, spreading the Word of God in prisons, and the preaching
of the Gospel. Lastly, I want to say: only in Jesus I found
meaning of life. Now I know the purpose of my life. I know
that someone needs me and that I am loved sincerely and I
love as well. Praise the Lord!
Levsha Oleg
Friends! I want to testify to you about my salvation and what
God is doing in my life right now.
Since childhood my life, as it seemed to me, went by normally,
everything standard. I lived in a well-being family; I lived
in prosperity, played soccer and graduated school. But something
was not there, I was searching for something. And I found
it. In the year of 1994, I tried drugs for the first time
– it was marihuana. I smoked it and it seemed to be what I
needed. I was always happy – continuous happiness. About six
months went by and I tried a different drug – heroin. Stealing,
lying, and robbing were the ways of acquiring it. I felt like
something must happen in my life, that I will be held responsible
for all the crimes. In 1997, I was convicted for three years.
While in the jail, I heard the Word of God but at the time
it was just a collection of words to me, it wasn’t interesting
for me. When I was set free in 1999, I started leading a sinful
life once again. While living such a life, I was always loosing
something. I lost friends, trust of the people that saw something
and someone in me, I lost my family. My mom did not believe
a word I said. While I was “creating such miracles”, my mother
attended church and prayed for me. Right now I understand
and thank her, and the church as well, for praying for me.
I have no words to describe how merciful God is to me, I thank
Him for this.
Left on my own, having lost everything, and being unwanted
scared me. I understood that there is an escape somewhere
but I thought that it was not for me, I thought my door was
closed. I humbled myself thinking that it is my fate to be
a drug addict. And you know what guys, it scared me. I was
questioning myself “Why is it the way it is? Why is everything
so bad?” I decided to use my last chance – turn to God. I
kneeled and simply started yelling and crying. I was saying:
“God if you are real, if you can hear me, then help me. I
am tired to live my life like this, I want to start on a new
life.” I am not sure how long this prayer lasted, but when
I stood up reassurance came into my heart and into my head
saying that everything’s going to be alright. Not long have
past and God brought me to the church, located on 44 Karjerna.
There is a rehabilitation center that I am enrolled in right
now. I thank God for coming into my life and becoming a Boss
of my life. I am totally giving my life into God’s hands and
I won’t ever regret that I did. All glory to Him!
I want address to you who’s reading these lines. Invite Jesus
into your life, because he is able to change your life. Let
him into your heart and you’ll see miracles occurring in your
life.
Jesus is the truth, Jesus is salvation.
Be blessed my friends!
Babiychuk Artem
I was born in 1976 in city Kyiv. When I was less than 15 years
old, my life didn’t differ much from the life of my peers.
Soon a bunch of boys that shared same interests grew into
different gangs. Few of the interests that they shared were
rape and drugs. Noticing my changing behavior, my parents
decided that schooling and education in another city would
serve me good. In 1993 I became a student, my education was
in city Lviv. But in fifth grade I got expelled and I again
turned out to be in the capital city Kiev where youngsters
continued the life I have known before. The only difference
was that many of my friends have already tried heroin. My
life resulted in a deep crack. It was so deep that from the
deepness of my dark soul, I couldn’t see any light. My main
problem was myself and my sin, which I was a slave of. Came
that day, when I needed to make one of the most important
decisions of my life. I am not talking about the days that
I tried to break off loose from the drugs (I’ve had many of
these “Mondays” and “New Years”), but of the day, when sitting
in a church, I heard a call urging for repentance. I was faced
with a choice. Either hope for the salvation or materialistic
world that I lived in. To say honestly, I didn’t doubt long.
I was tired and broken by my past, and words that were heard
from the platform started crushing my hardened heart. I let
God in my heart, I resigned my self under God’s will. From
this moment my life changed, I gained total freedom, and there
was a meaning to my life. Right now I am in a process of rehabilitation,
where brothers in Christ are alongside who also had similar
problems.
I want to address to you, who will be reading these lines!
Jesus can change you life too. Invite him into your life,
and He won’t delay with an answer. These words are not words
from a mentally ill drug addict.
Jesus – is the truth and a door to salvation.
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